.

Against all hoping, longing, wishing and dreaming
I am undoubtably me 
You undoubtably you
I suppose that will have to do

Your thoughts in splotches of black and white, no room for gray
My head in the clouds
A colored kaleidoscope 
Dreaming through the day

Your eyes contempt in their stare 
strip me down
break me 
leave me cold and bare

Your words short and few
like daggers
spit venom 
no kindness to ensue

left alone thinking what I can do
no words 
no actions 
can make you see my view

Do you despise me?
Your words
Your looks
Say you do 

If you love me
Your body is betraying you